But Why Should he?

Engrave my words in your heart and place them on your tombstone
love arose in the morning like the marrow in my bone.
Thick is my blood, dark is the night, that morning never came
study me like a playbook because you know we playing the same game.
Hate arises when I awake
take a step you must not take.
Call yourself truth but a secert still lies
one angry heart grows and that new life still dies.
Correct my ways but mistaken are yours
that those eyes do watch behind those closed doors.
Flowers bring joy to mothers but death brings guilt to me
I've replaced the unknown, he that has no memory.
Cast the 1st stone that your heart is still dry
hold back in silence but behold that new life still crys.
yes I am angry but what love has loved me?
put on some clothes but what clothes has clothed me?
Who have you loved that hasn't loved thee?
I would die for your love but why should he?

My life Instead

Disaster struck and it hit me once more
a gun clocks a bullet but what does my heart endore?
Brickstone anger, I'm built for tough
simle at me, but frown on your backside, your love ain't enough.
Why hasn't love found me, my bloodshed lost
another angry pulse F*** love at all cost!
Why simle... love has no face
ashamed of what, call it a burden you didn't want me in the 1st place.
I can only tell you i mean you no harm
that everyday I carry him and embrace him in my arms.
don't ask me to love, love ain't real
need no comfort its my betreated blood that gives me the power to heal.
So i ask you, what is your love just test your love?
cold blooded murder in the eyes of the above.
God forgive us for our deadly sins...
but me, hate me, I give my blood for he who dares to love him.
My heart skips a beat but only for the dead
because he's innocent and that life that lays should of been mine instead!